Missing Title..

I suppose,

I don't really have much to say this time. I just need to say something. Allow me to just blurt some things.. right from my mind. From that deep dark well, I call a heart. I am tired, both physically.. and emotionally. I feel like lately, I am just drained. Constantly feeling as though every instance is pulling what little I have left, right out. There is no reason for this, I know. Well, maybe there is. I mean, I have been under some stress as of late.. but aren't we all? I'm not complaining, my issues aren't worse then yours. I just don't know..

Not sure what to say, but I want to say something. But, seems like I am saying a jumbled mess of nothing. In my constant walks, I have many thoughts.. about many things. Yet, sadly.. I can't recall all of it.

"If I could give you something, from empty space. I would use my voice, to put a smile on your face. Making something from nothing, is what I do. And I will give it.. to you."

A moment's notice?

There are some moments..

Just moments. That you can actually see things clearly, the reality of it is.. we are ever so enveloped in a messy mass of ever-burdening baggage. We easily over look the welcoming opportunity to just.. glance. Look. I am not speaking.. epiphany. I mean the small, simple.. trivial things. Like that bag.. blowing around like it has a purpose, in the wind. Or, maybe that random item on the ground that you walk by.. that you can't help but look at.. And smile. Maybe it's that song that you have on, as you continue to "Move on" and you just look around you. Who knows, right?

I would assume, we have those moments. I know, I have.
And anything, that can put a smile on your face.. or on the face of someone else.. is not a waste.
Right?

For example, I hold doors. I pick things up for people, I say nothing.. and ask nothing in return. Reflex, I guess. However, I would like to think that possibly I had subliminally persuaded someone to act in a manner outside of their.. "Norm."
And if we all exercise this, maybe in some far stretch.. way off in a future I will never see.. We could be better off.

So, to do something for someone else.. shouldn't you do something for you? Maybe?
Try it, and more importantly..
Look around you.
Life, is ever present.

Seems so Slow.

If I only knew then, what I know now..
Where would I be, who.. would I be?
Would I still be who I am, or.. some different man?
How can I say for sure I would like to know?
Maybe, I should just leave it alone.
We're born with wonder..
And we take it with us, when we die.

So, I won't tell you much more.
Or think too much in to it.
I suppose anything we get, we should cherish.

Time keeps dragging on..