Friday, March 6, 2009

The Moment...

We hide what we are, but yet.. We hide from what we are. Without wearing it, the masks we "Wear" are visible. How do we find reprieve? What do we do, when we realize that all we have done will amount to nothing? Where do we turn when the odds seem to overwhelm us? All these thoughts that we think, and things we claim to "Perceive" we must abandon. As we pursue this act of selflessness, we are left with nothing but a "Void" so.. it would seem. But, with all these things we see or perceive with negative connotations, there are the many things laying in the "Darkness" that we choose not to see. Emotions are a moment, based on moments. Experiences. We must realize sometimes, that the "Control" lies with in no one. Actions are just another expression of our underlying emotions. How, then.. do we overcome this vicious cycle? All those things we repress, our anger.. fear.. insecurities, and inability to address life on "It's Terms" will either be our "Salvation" or our "Undoing." We will always fall into the constant security of looking at what has transpired around us, or will transpire and allowing emotions to dictate a "Pause" of our "Coping." Accept, or embrace the fact that what will occur in your next moments will be out of your hands. Do not let the negativity or the "Darkness" that we all carry or "Wield" consume you. Just understand that once this day's time has reached it's end.. or in some cases if you do not recognize days versus night.. allow yourself that one moment you need. A moment, to.. Breathe. No one is capable of accomplishing great "Feats" no matter what you have read, prior. There is always something, or someone who gives you the ability to escape yourself and bring out what you ( subconsciously have known is there ) no matter what the compiled odds are. Do not allow the world to pollute you. We were all brought into this world "Pure." Anything we feel, or act on is what we have learned. Know that, and let those binding haunting "Demons" to rest.. even if only for that moment. Let your beauty radiate.

And be what your are..
Someone who wants to live..
Someone who will live, knowing tomorrow will be there..
Be someone.

And do not hide, even if for that one time.
Be, what you are.. "A Being."

2 comments:

  1. How do you come up with all these thoughts? >.> Or more importantly.. how do you express them this well???? *blank stare*

    It's true though. And I'm getting creeped out thinking about it- claustrofobic even. WHAT am I?? Which parts of me are real, and which are the ones created by society and life itself? Gosh... I realized all of a sudden... maybe I don't even know myself. >.< Thanks for another web of confusion...

    ... I'm just gonna ponder for a few hours.

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  2. Im still learning on how to BE in the moment. Sometimes when something really amazing happens i find myself being in a daze. And when something really bad happens I tend to take on a persona who is seemingly so strong it comes off as cold..unfeeling. A way of detaching a part of myself that bruises easily.
    I need to learn how to be in the moment with my caring side too. Cause that's also the part of me that can soothe myself when times get rough and not be so surprised with myself when good things happen. So Learning to be in the moment is a work in process. Ask me in a couple of years from now how im doing? :)

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