Confused..

I can't figure this out, myself. Meaning I can't figure out.. myself. What are you trying to say to me? Am I saying anything, to you? Should I be thinking about you, if.. you are thinking about me? Am I the only one, thinking. Over thinking, maybe I am under thinking? I wonder, what you.. are thinking. Could it be, that you are thinking about me, thinking. Or, perhaps you are thinking about me thinking.. and thinking that I am thinking.. about you?

Maybe I am.. the only one thinking, but I can't stop now. It/ you are inside my mind now. You stay there with the other mess of things that.. I continue to think about. You, however.. are different. There is the intrigue, yet.. I don't know if I should be allowing my mind to think that far into this. Into, you. You have over taken my mind, as of late. Never did you reside so comfortably inside, of this mind.. of mine.

Is it the thrill of the hunt, that grips me? Yet, I have done no hunting? The fact that you dance inside my mind with your words, confusing me? I can not place my finger on what it is, exactly that is moving my mind in all types of directions. Your words, they grace me.. yet send me into depths of constant quizzing and questions. Interrogation, of myself. But, why? Haven't found that piece, that links me.. My mind.. to you.

This is all so confusing to me, not being able to press my hand on to my face... and clear my mind. Clear it of all the things, that I can not make sense of.. Keeping me confused. Is constant now, this ongoing pursuit of the "Thing" that will make me understand.

It's silly really, because I can place my finger on it. But when I do, it opens up another overpowering barrage of mysteries that I can not put to rest. So, I know what it is that is making you stay in my mind.. using my brain to test.. me. It's YOU. "You" are what is confusing to me, but I am confused about being confused. Now, that is confusing. It's confusing to me, because am I confused about you.. truly? Or am I confused as to what you are saying to me? You confuse me..

But why...